Off my game

I’ve had a serious case of blog block as of late.

It’s not for lack of ideas! I constantly have blog ideas! The problem is that I open my blog, open a new post, and I just stare at the screen. I don’t know where to start, so I don’t. And the longer I fail to start, the harder it is to try to start the next day.

So, a few updates from the week…

Really excited about an upcoming photoshoot. I can already tell its going to be a ton of fun, and that, for me, is half the battle of any photoshoot. I want them to be fun! And this one will be, I am certain.

I’m in serious cleaning-mode lately. When this happens to me, it usually signifies changes coming. Growing up, it seemed that any time I decided to clean out my closet (literally, not figuratively), something would change in my life. Always for the positive! It’s almost as if, I have to change things physically in life to usher in other changes. So I’m running with this cleaning-mode, wondering what is to come.

Last weekend, I had my first night at home alone in a long time. And it was weird. I took my husband to bus call, came home and when I got ready to go to bed… it suddenly felt very strange. I was… kinda lost! I didn’t freak out or anything like that. It just was weird to lay in bed and know it was just me and the cats. Back in Musician’s Widow mode!

I watched the George Jones funeral… it was tempting to try to go, but in the end we decided to watch it from the comfort of home. A perk of living in Nashville, all the networks carried it live. It was an amazing tribute, and my heart ached for Nancy, his wife. I know she has the ultimate support system within the music industry, but its never the same as your spouse. I have never met her, but I wanted to hug her nonetheless. She’s an amazing woman, I am certain, and maybe some day I’ll get to shake her hand… I’d like that.

I hope everyone has a great weekend! TGIF? Or in honor of Jones… “Finally Friday!”