Nature’s beauty

As I drove home from an afternoon partaking in Tennessee’s tax-free weekend, the sunset caught my attention. It was GORGEOUS, and I tried to take a few photos with my phone at a stop light.

Yeah, it didn’t do the sunset any justice, so I drove to a park where I knew I could get a mostly-unrestricted view. I set for about fifteen minutes watching the sun sink slowly. It was beautiful. It was peaceful. It made me appreciate my day. It made me happy to be going into the weekend.

269: Sunset on another week

As the sun ducked below a lower level of clouds, I turned to leave. The view I saw took my breathe away.

RainbowIn that moment, no matter what direction I looked, all I saw was beauty of nature. It felt like God giving me a big hug. I felt so lucky. I felt so humble. I just stared and stared. I sat another five to ten minutes, staring at the rainbow until it faded away. I drove home with a whole new peace and joy in my heart.

Happy Weekend, everyone. May you find peace and joy in your heart as well.

When I grow up, I…

…want to be a writer. I love words. I’ve always loved words.

I love painting pictures with words. I love telling a story. I love bringing things to life for others with my words. Come on a trip with me, as I tell you my story. I want to encourage you. I want to inspire you. I want to make you laugh. I want to bring tears to your eyes.

I want to be a published author. I want to be a successful blogger. I want to see my name in print behind the word “by.” I want to be a writer when I grow up.

… want to be a photographer. I love to take pictures. I love to capture a moment.

I love to search for a different perspective. I love to make the ordinary pretty. I love to be behind the lens, looking at you from a macro or a zoom. I want to make you say, “Wow!”

I want to take photos at weddings. I want to take photos at concerts. I want to take portraits. I want to take landscapes. I want to take the obscure. I want to see my name in the corner of a print on the wall. I want to be a photographer when I grow up.

… want to be a counselor. I love to study people and their interactions. I’m a listener, and I care.

I don’t see myself going for a degree in counseling, but that doesn’t mean I can’t find a way to still do this. I like to listen and aid others. I like to be a study of people. I find relationships fascinating, and I like the psychology behind them.

More than anything, I want to help others. Even if all I do is listen. I can be a sounding board. I can avoid giving advice until its requested. I want to be a counselor when I grow up.

… want to be a Mom. I thought I’d already be one, but life has a way of showing you how little you are in control.

I was on the fence about having children for years. And still, the idea of being in charge of a little one scares me! But now? Now I definitely do want to be a Mom. I want to experience this joy that all my Mommy friends tell me about… this love, and this adventure.

It still scares me. Financially. Emotionally. Logistically (to a degree). But more than that, it excites me. I want to be a Mom when I grow up.

… want to be the best person I can be. I want to keep to my values. I want to know I did my best.

Two of my greatest fears: letting myself down and letting those closest to me down. I’ve always strived to be the best me I could be, and within that, always be true to myself.

I love knowing I’ve done my best. I love standing behind my work, behind my opinions, behind those I love, behind everything I do. I want to look back on life and have no regrets. I want to know I’ve been the best person I can be when I grow up.